by I
Putu Henry Adi Krisna
I do not
know what type of karma that I did in my life before, until now I was born like
this, who has become a shield for a relationships that are not necessarily
legitimate. Since I was born, everyone accused me of being unlawful and
despicable, and maybe after my struggle was over, I would be ignored and thrown
away which made me even more despicable than before.
***
My two sisters and I are waiting for someone
who would propose us. Apparently,
staying long at the cashier table was very boring. Until finally that afternoon,
someone managed to get us out of the jail of the cashier's table, which
imprisoned us for almost a month. After completing the transaction, he took us
around the town until late at night and ended at the house where he lived. With
still neatly wrapped position with my two sisters. The sun came up and morning greet
at us, April 4, 2019, I feel strange because I think I’ll be wrapped again into
a birthday gift package and brought to a place that we don't know yet.
During the trip, I am wondering about my sad
life. I do not know what type of karma that I did in my life before, until now
I was born like this, who has become a shield for a relationships that are not
necessarily legitimate. Since I was born, everyone accused me of being unlawful
and despicable, and maybe after my struggle was over, I would be ignored and
thrown away which made me even more despicable than before. After a long trip,
then we stop somewhere, which seems like this place is very crowded where the
sound of passing vehicles is increasingly crowded.
After that, purposely, I was removed from the
package and separated from my two sisters. I see that some people planning
something for a birthday surprise. Then they took me to a small room, where I
felt harassed. In a small room, I was stabbed with a pin needle, right in the
middle of my body. It's very cruel, I feel helpless and I can’t do much. This
has violated the rules and not less than one minute I was taken to another
place. I heard the conversation is about to surprise their friend. A man, called
Henry.
Henry, would not have expected if his birthday
present is me, a condom. Such a poor
boy. But wait, what? let me think for a moment. The purpose they gave me to
Henry is for Henry to use me, to have sexual intercourse with girls, but Henry
did not know that I am not worthy to use anymore because I've been stabbed
before. What a fool friends! This will destroy Henry’s future if he doesn't use
it to the right women.
The
awaited moment has arrived, this happy day will be the worst day for him. I
don’t even imagine if I were him. But, this also depends on Henry’s personality.
If he had a bad personality then he would use it tonight after the surprise, to
satisfy his lust. In other hand, if Henry is a good boy, then I would be
ignored. Not long after that someone took me up to approach Henry, and after
that this guy immediately shook Henry’s hand, with me in the middle of the
handshake. I felt Henry’s grasp, as if he would be excited to get a present.
Need a half of an hour to Henry to realize the
present that he receive is a condom. When he look at me, his face was very
strange. Quickly he put me into his wallet, so tonight I might ended up here.
In the next day, Henry woke up from his sleep and checked his wallet and hold
me with his hand, and an unexpected word came out of his mouth that this was
his first condom and this would be a very valuable item for him to be a short story
to his children later.
